Lots of things lately have got me thinking about what I am thirsty for in life. I mean by that what kind of things do I give my time and effort and money to and how far short do they come of what really satisfies. I remember before I became a Christian the feeling of thirst for something that I couldn't quite put my finger on, it was difficult to imagine what could make we feel really full or satisfied. I also remember feeling so completely overwhelmed by what Jesus had done for me and what it meant to know him when I first became a Christian. It really was as if Jesus was filling this massive, insatiable, gaping hole in me.
But funnily enough that feeling doesn't seem to disappear, there are times when we are wandering away from Jesus and we try and fill the hole with anything we can but it just doesn't work. And then we come back and we feel thirsty, starving, even desperate to know him more and better.
The heart is as insatiable as the grave till Jesus enters it, and then
it is a cup full to overflowing. There is such a fulness in Christ that
he alone is the believer’s all. The true saint is so completely
satisfied with the all-sufficiency of Jesus that he thirsts no
more—except it be for deeper draughts of the living fountain. In that
sweet manner, believer, shalt thou thirst; it shall not be a thirst of
pain, but of loving desire; thou wilt find it a sweet thing to be
panting after a fuller enjoyment of Jesus’ love. One in days of yore
said, “I have been sinking my bucket down into the well full often, but
now my thirst after Jesus has become so insatiable, that I long to put
the well itself to my lips, and drink right on.” Is this the feeling of
thine heart now, believer? Dost thou feel that all thy desires are
satisfied in Jesus, and that thou hast no want now, but to know more of
him, and to have closer fellowship with him? Then come continually to
the fountain, and take of the water of life freely. Jesus will never
think you take too much, but will ever welcome you, saying, “Drink,
yea, drink abundantly, O beloved.”
The language is intimate, perhaps even a little embarrassing but somehow my own heart responds to it and feels the thirst to know Jesus better.